I often find myself wondering what life would have been like, had I left this place.
Would I have been any less happy or just as mediocre as I am?
Sure, there's a lot that would've changed.
But, there's a lot that'd stay the same.
I often find myself wondering if I'd still be here.
Cause' sometimes it seems like going on isn't such a good idea at all.
And I'm still down; I'm still empty.
I'm so fucking sick of searching for nothing.
Track Name: The End Of Our Better Days
I'm sorry for the way I've been these past few weeks.
I know that I've grown distant; I blame it on the lack of sleep.
It hurts to say that I've grown cold to all your tears and apathetic towards the games that you play.
I wish I didn't feel this way.
Sometimes, that's just the way it works out in the end.
Time has worn me down from stone to sand.
And I've got nothing left.
I'd be lying if I didn't believe that this was the end of our better days.
This is the end of our better days.
It's been two years since I've felt home.
Maybe it's something that I should find alone.
Maybe I'm just over thinking again.